It's really really over this time :(
I moved into my new apartment and was there for about 4 days but it did not work out with me and my boyfriend. He has a very bad drinking problem and I left him for good this time. I know I have did it before and went back but this time it is really over! I wont go into details but things went wrong very wrong and I had to leave. I am back living with a family member and it's not where I was before. Been here a day and not sure how it's gonna work out. My mom had all my animals for me for months while me and my boyfriend were staying with his friends until we found a place. We had a very big decent apartment and it all got screwed up so fast! But it's all good I think. I thought I would have been more happy about getting my own place but I had mixed feelings about it. Yeah I was happy but not much. I guess it's cause of all the fighting going on with me and him. I thought I would give him another chance and try to live with him thinking things would be better and that he would change but it only got worse. So I have moved on. Yes it's hard on me right now but trying to stay in good spirts but it's so damn hard! I see photos of him everywhere on here. I have photos on all my sites of me and him. Guess I will get around to taking them off later. If he could make a 100% change and completely stop drinking for months I would think about going back with him but as of now I wont! I went and picked up 2 baby cats thinking I would be able to bring all my animals in my big place with me but now we all stuck here living together lol The grey and white one is a boy his name is Lalu and the girl is Laylu. I was away from my Katie for so long. I was missing her :) So now I have 2 cats , 1 dog , 3 ferrets, a fish and a herment crab lol Then the Lady me and my mother are living with has a dog and 2 cats plus another dog that comes and visit off and on. We have a damn zoo here now. lol I guess my goal for the summer would be to find a decent job and get my own place, maybe a 2 bedroom. One for me and one for the animals.
I moved into my new apartment and was there for about 4 days but it did not work out with me and my boyfriend. He has a very bad drinking problem and I left him for good this time. I know I have did it before and went back but this time it is really over! I wont go into details but things went wrong very wrong and I had to leave. I am back living with a family member and it's not where I was before. Been here a day and not sure how it's gonna work out. My mom had all my animals for me for months while me and my boyfriend were staying with his friends until we found a place. We had a very big decent apartment and it all got screwed up so fast! But it's all good I think. I thought I would have been more happy about getting my own place but I had mixed feelings about it. Yeah I was happy but not much. I guess it's cause of all the fighting going on with me and him. I thought I would give him another chance and try to live with him thinking things would be better and that he would change but it only got worse. So I have moved on. Yes it's hard on me right now but trying to stay in good spirts but it's so damn hard! I see photos of him everywhere on here. I have photos on all my sites of me and him. Guess I will get around to taking them off later. If he could make a 100% change and completely stop drinking for months I would think about going back with him but as of now I wont! I went and picked up 2 baby cats thinking I would be able to bring all my animals in my big place with me but now we all stuck here living together lol The grey and white one is a boy his name is Lalu and the girl is Laylu. I was away from my Katie for so long. I was missing her :) So now I have 2 cats , 1 dog , 3 ferrets, a fish and a herment crab lol Then the Lady me and my mother are living with has a dog and 2 cats plus another dog that comes and visit off and on. We have a damn zoo here now. lol I guess my goal for the summer would be to find a decent job and get my own place, maybe a 2 bedroom. One for me and one for the animals. 
Damn!... I know I'm a few days late... but sorry to hear that. Be strong Krissy ;)
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