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It's really really over this time :(

I moved into my new apartment and was there for about 4 days but it did not work out with me and my boyfriend. He has a very bad drinking problem and I left him for good this time. I know I have did it before and went back but this time it is really over! I wont go into details but things went wrong very wrong and I had to leave. I am back living with a family member and it's not where I was before. Been here a day and not sure how it's gonna work out. My mom had all my animals for me for months while me and my  boyfriend were staying with his friends until we found a place. We had a very big decent apartment and it all got screwed up so fast! But it's all good I think. I thought I would have been more happy about getting my own place but I had mixed feelings about it. Yeah I was happy but not much. I guess it's cause of all the fighting going on with me and him. I thought I would give him another chance and try to live with him thinking things would be better and that he would change but it only got worse. So I have moved on. Yes it's hard on me right now but trying to stay in good spirts but it's so damn hard! I see photos of him everywhere on here. I have photos on all my sites of me and him. Guess I will get around to taking them off later. If he could make a 100% change and completely stop drinking for months I would think about going back with him but as of  now I wont! I went and picked up 2 baby cats thinking I would be able to bring all my animals in my big place with me but now we all stuck here living together lol The grey and white one is a boy his name is Lalu and the girl is Laylu. I was away from my Katie for so long. I was missing her :) So now I have 2 cats , 1 dog , 3 ferrets, a fish and a herment crab lol Then the Lady me and my mother are living with has a dog and 2 cats plus another dog that comes and visit off and on. We have a damn zoo here now. lol I guess my goal for the summer would be to find a decent job and get my own place, maybe a 2 bedroom. One for me and one for the animals.  

At the Lake

I moved into the city and still can't get out of the country. This is the lake right behind the place we live in. lol I didn't think Katie would even go into the water. I just gave her a bath last night and she put up a hell of a fight. But she walked right into the lake water. Aint that something? She loved it though and it gave her something to do today. Plus she has been outside most of today and yesterday. I guess the lake makes her feel right at home! HeHe... I think I might just take her out to the lake everyday that it's hot to give her something to do until I am able to take her to the dog park again.

Color Carnival

Welcome to the Color Carnival!

The rules here at the Color Carnival are simple - there are no rules!
Well, only one - your photo must be a photo you have taken yourself or have permission to post, other than that it's all up for your own colorful interpretation.

A new Color Carnival is posted every Friday promptly at 6pm EST. You can play any time all week long until the following Friday at 5:59pm when Inlinkz linky will close.

Bring over your colorful photos and play along with us!

I wish I had more colorful things around here :( This is what I found this time. :)
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Community Photo Challenge-WINDOWS

This month's photo challenge is "WINDOWS"....or "Window". The main focus is "window". You can use your imagination & be creative. You can use the window as a framing tool, but it must have a window in it. You can have one window, or many windows, but remember the focus is on windows.
Starts today & ends April 15th.
Post your windows on your blog, come back here, click the blue button, follow easy directions, post your image on here.


At the bottom of the post you will see "ADD YOUR LINK" CLICK on that button....Fill in & lets see everyone's images on this blog.


When you click on ADD YOUR LINK you will enter the URL of your post, your name and your email. After that you will click "next" which will show images available on your post. Just select the image & your done!

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Community Photo Challenge - WINDOWS

Leaving Him

Ok. I have decided to go ahead and leave Miguel for good this time. I have been back and forth with him. First I want to leave then I want to stay. I keep telling myself he will change and I know in reality he's not going to change. It sucks though cause I'm 26 and still have not found a decent person. I really wanted it to work out. he has a drinking problem and you all know what comes out of that. Fighting , hitting, arguing and so on... It get's pretty bad sometimes but when he's not drinking he is so different and he's a sweat heart and it makes me forget about all the bad shit that happend. That's where I go wrong. I am stupid for staying with him and I do need to leave before other things start to happen. Yeah I will miss him but I have been threw this before. Not as bad but I learned from it and it is more easy to walk out then it was before. I guess that's it for now..